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Fallen For The Last Time

Last night I tore myself to shreds, Crying my life away, Alcohol as my anaesthetic, I wish I could be the ghost that haunts the earth, Not the hindrance I am in human form. I want to hate you as much as I hate myself, I wake up with this green necked bottle, I smash it to the floor, Crying in the innocence of youth, The shards dent my skin, Fountains of blood red appear, Foolish, careless and numb, Always getting hurt,
To let your guard down is to submit to defeat. How could I have given up so easily on this life? An empty shadow of who I used to be, &n

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WorthlessSinking to the bottom, I saw your image dancing on the surface of the water, Chains cut my flesh, Crimson blood tainted this ice cold lake, You just watched, You used to love me, You wanted me to die, Yet I found myself screaming ‘I love you’, Did you hear? With my last vital breath I reached out my hand, You didn’t save me this time, Why did you let me die? Worthless
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Lost in MyselfThis torture chamber in my mind,
The smiles and memories I left behind, My tears are lost among the stars, My body tries to heal my scars, I am lost in this place that I call home, What have I ever really known? You were my angel in this distress, You cleared my mind of its mess, Now you’re gone, I’ve lost my spark, There is no light amongst the dark, I want you to know I love you still,
I try to fight my feelings against my will, I should have been truthful with you, It was easier to lie; if you only knew, Holding onto the past, I feel like an outcast Lost in Myself
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Mon Jan 30, 2006, 11:01 AM

Well exams are over...finally... but i'm so shattered and i'm finding it hard to get back into the swing of things and now i think i've caught a cold... blargh!!

*falls over* ah yesh tis comfortable down here

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Current Residence: Surrey
Interests: Writing, Rambling anything expressive, music, watching films, going to gigs
Favourite movie: Requiem For A Dream, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Garden State
Favourite band or musician: Emery, From Autumn to Ashes, Silverchair, AFI etc. (too many to name)
Favourite genre of music: If i listen to it and i like it thats it...
Favourite game: Oni/LOTR/MATRIX
Favourite gaming platform: PS2
Personal Quote: Don't rush me, I don't rush you...
Tools of the Trade: My mind, a pen and a pad of paper...